Saturday, December 27, 2008

Bittersweet Holiday

It's been a little rough for me this holiday season to be away from home and the people I know and love. Where I feel most like myself. But at the same time I'm glad I got to spend Christmas with James and his family. :-) I just really long for the comfort of home and find this little bump in the road a little hard to get over. But I know it will be old news in just a few weeks.

It wouldn't be so bad if 95% of the people that live here in Provo didn't all go home for the holidays for a few weeks. It's just me here in my apartment for who knows how long. There's hardly anyone in my ward that's still here. I've come to realize in the last few months, that I could never live alone. Even one day kills me. I need human affection and companionship like I need air to breathe.


I know, I'm a wimp.

2 comments:

michele said...

That sucks that you weren't able to come home for Christmas...Easter maybe??

I miss ya!! Everything is going pretty well here...it's vacation time now, so we're not really doing anything. How about you?

The Gage Cage said...

I'm glad James family was able to take you in! Hang in there Jes! Love ya!!!